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  NEEDING FOREVER

  KL FAST

  FLIRTY FILTH PUBLISHING

  Copyright © 2019 by KL FAST

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  Contents

  BLURB

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also by KL FAST

  BLURB

  Shaye Chanler is ready for love.

  Clayton Dickerson is looking for the one.

  Let's Try Love is the perfect app to get these two together.

  This is a safe and sexy short story...

  *This story was previously in the the Let’s Try Love Charity Anthology*

  Chapter One

  Shaye Chanler

  We have been busier than normal today and I am almost out of flowers. I own Shaye’s Daisies, the only flower shop in our little town right outside of Charlottesville, North Carolina. Ten minutes before closing, an older man, whom I know well, walks into the store with a smile on his face. I can’t even be mad at him. Everybody knows everybody around here.

  “Welcome to Shaye’s, Mr. Hartford. How can I help you today?” I ask him.

  “Well, it's a special day for my Lilly and I. It’s our fiftieth anniversary and I want to surprise her with her favorite flowers. Do you have any pink daisies?” My heart melts.

  “You're in luck! I just got a shipment of them today. How many would you like?”

  “Fifty of them please,” he says grinning. “One for every year that she has been in my life.”

  “She is a lucky lady,” I tell him while getting his order ready.

  “No, my dear girl. I am the lucky one, she is my world. Lord knows I have no idea how that woman has put up with me for all these years.” I laugh and hand him his flowers.

  “Alright, here you go. That will be ninety-six dollars, including tax.”

  “Small price to pay to see her smile,” he says, handing me his credit card. I run it and give him his receipt.

  “Aren’t you sweet. Have a nice evening,” I say. I am so friggin’ glad tomorrow is Friday. I’m not open weekends, because nothing is in Plain Springs, North Carolina is open on the weekends. Weekends are spent in Charlottesville, which is only twenty minutes away.

  “You too, dear. Tell your grandparents I said hello,” he says before leaving.

  “Of course,” I respond then I lock the door behind him and flip the sign to closed. I have had enough of today.

  I want someone to love me like that. I need someone who wants to promise me forever. After the Chinese I ordered gets here, I make my way upstairs to my apartment. I plug my phone in and grab one of my favorite beers.

  I take a sip of my drink and look at the website I found while searching for dating sites. Let's Try Love is the third site on the Google page. After reading reviews on their page for an hour, I finish three more beers while reading all of them. Now I have a buzz going and my inhibitions are gone.

  “I don't want to see your nasty ass cock. I need forever, not a cock fest.” I snicker and hit enter. I have been trying to find “the one” but instead I have been getting dick pics left and right with guys asking if I liked what I saw. No, you no tiny-dicked motherfucker, I did not.

  What I don’t understand is how some of the guys that send them are proud of their tiny weenies. I put my computer away, pick up my beer bottles and go grab another beer then make my way into my living room and put in the next disk of NCIS: LA in my Blu-ray player. Fuck me, Marty Deeks is sex on a stick.

  I grab my phone off the charger and plop down on the couch. I quickly set my alarm so I’m not late to work in the morning then download the Let's Try Love app.

  “Okay let's see if I can find Mr. Forever,” I say to Snooky, my pit boxer mix. He sighs and puts his head on my lap. “Yeah, I hope we find him too.” Four beers in and I am three sheets to the wind. My alarm goes off right, next to my damn ear and I scream, falling off the couch. I land on my side and groan. “Fuck me, that hurt like a bitch.”

  What the fuck happened last night? I sit up and the room spins. Don't hurl, don’t hurl. I tell myself over and over as I stand up. Snooky is sprawled out on my bed, snoring. Once in the bathroom, I do my business, then get in the shower trying to wash away my hangover.

  After a few minutes, I get out to get ready for the day. Then I take Snooky out for what I hope will be a quick walk, but of course, he takes his sweet ass time. He pays no mind to the thousands of tiny knives stabbing into my temple. I push my sunglasses further up my nose.

  I really should pace myself. I am not much of a drinker and I have no idea why I drank so much last night but I am so regretting that right now.

  “Snooky hurry up, mommy has to go to work.” He stops barking and wags his tail. He loves coming into the shop with me. He might weigh seventy pounds but he is the biggest softy you could ever meet. He loves people and all of the attention they give him.

  We make our way back to the shop where I grab him some water then I go in search of my phone. I hear it ping letting me know I have a message. Good thing it pinged, otherwise I would have never looked under the couch for it. I grab some coffee and unlock my phone. The page opens up to an open message tab.

  Promisingalways32: This might sound crazy but I think its fate that you signed up tonight.”

  Promisingalways32: I was about to deactivate my account when I came across yours.

  Needingforever22: and my profile made you change your mind?

  Promisingalways32: oh yes believe it or not women do the same thing.

  Needingforever22: Same thing?

  Promisingalways32: Send unwanted nip pics.

  Needingforever22: Ha, it doesn't surprise me women are just as pervy as men.

  Promisingalways32: lol, would you like to go on a date with me tomorrow?

  Needingforever22: Sure just know I like to eat steak and potatoes so no nasty vegan crap.

  Promisingalways32: Haha, Steak and potatoes it is... pick you up around 7?

  Needingforever22: Okay

  “What the fuck, I told him where I live like some kind of dumbass he could be some kind of crazy person.” I glare at Snooky like he actually had something to do with this. “Why didn't you stop me?” He huffs and walks into the kitchen. I exit out of the messenger box and go onto his profile page. Sweet baby Jesus! He is gorgeous. Fuck, I guess it’s a good I’m tired of playing it safe. I grab my coffee cup and make my way downstairs Snooky following behind me. “If you think he is a creep you can bite is balls off okay?” I tell him. He barks once and wags his tail.

  Time to get to work. Seven will be here before I know it.

  Chapter Two

  Clayton Dickerson

  “Hey, boss, where’d you go?” I look up to see Stan, my assistant, looking at me weirdly.

  “Nowhere. I have been here all day,” I respond, returning his weird look. God, if he wasn’t my brother in law, I would have told him to go fuck himself. Other than being nosy, he’s the best damn assistant I’ve ever had.

  “Your body might be here but you sure aren't. I have been calling your name for the last five minutes,” he says impatiently. I shake my head to clear it.

  “Sorry, I just have an important, um, meeting tonight and it needs to go perfect.” I hedge. I’m not exactly lying. I am meeting someone.

  “You have a meeting? I didn't see it on the calendar. Did I miss it?”
he asks concerned, while frantically looking through his iPad.

  “No, you’re fine. It is a personal meeting.” He visibly relaxes

  “Okay, if there is anything you need just let me know,” he says walking out of my office. The damn goddess from last night has had me up all night. I knew the moment I laid eyes on her picture that she was going to be mine. I haven't been with a woman in longer then I can remember.

  I was too busy trying to get my law practice up and running. By the time I was done doing that, I was suddenly thirty-two and looking for the one. That is extremely hard to find when women know how much you are worth, so I tried something new. A dating site, Let’s Try Love. It was so out of the realm of normal for me, but I figured that it couldn’t hurt to try. It was a little unconventional but I am desperate. I am tired of being alone and tired of not having someone I can call my own.

  I have the house, the car, and the job. Now it's time for me to get the girl. I’ve been on the app for over a month only getting crazy ass women trying to sell me sex tapes of themselves.

  I had given up on finding anyone on this site when her profile came up. I knew it was fate and had to take a chance. I rub my temples, accepting the fact that I will not be getting any work done today. I take off my tie and unbutton my first two buttons of my crisp white shirt. I lost the jacket as soon as I came in from the courthouse hours ago.

  Beautiful Shaye is everything I’ve ever wanted in a woman. I give up working, since it’s five-thirty, grabbing my jacket, I head out into the common area.

  “Are you sick?” Stan asks, looking up from his laptop.

  “What?”

  “You never leave before eight. Are you sure you’re okay, man?”

  “Yes. The meeting, remember?”

  “Oh, right. I’ll head out now too if that’s okay?” he asks. “I want to take Clint out to dinner tonight.” Did I mention that Stan is married to my twin brother, Clint? Their son, Rudy, is only two months old. They had him via surrogate. They aren’t sure which one of them is the actual father but man he is so cute. If I am honest, that’s what got me thinking so much about having a family.

  “Of course. Give my love to him and Rudy. See you guys at Mama’s on Sunday.” It’s Nascar season and if the Dickerson’s love anything as a whole, it’s freaking Nascar.

  “Will do.” I walk outside. I haven’t seen the early evening sun in weeks, but it’s nice out. Getting into my Mercedes G Wagon, I pull out and head home. I am meeting her at O'Flannigans in Charlottesville. The restaurant is casual and nearby but I want to shower and change before meeting her. My house is on the outskirts of town, about fifteen minutes from my office.

  At home, I shower quickly and get dressed. I feed the cat, Bob. Bob, the girl cat, Dickerson is her full name. She’s actually my sister, Talia’s cat. Talia might be insane but she is brilliant. Talia is studying abroad in Portugal this semester. Since my parents have two Bull Mastiffs, I volunteered to cat sit. Heading back out, I opt to take my BMW. It’ll get me there faster.

  I make it to the restaurant in record time. I’m a little early, but I am surprised to see her sitting at a high top table in the bar area. She is drinking a margarita. She looks amazing in a purple dress and sky-high heels. She is looking at something on her phone. I growl inwardly. She better not be making another fucking date on Let’s Try Love. I don’t know what I’d do.

  “Shaye?” I ask startling her. She looks at up at me, and my heart does a little flip. Man, I sound like a pussy right now, but it’s true. Her eyes are so blue they look violet.

  “Yes,” she says standing. She hugs me in greeting and I take the opportunity to smell her hair. She smells like summer: coconuts and fresh air. “It’s so nice to meet you, Clayton, or do you prefer Clay?”

  “Clay is fine,” I say sitting down. She sits as well. She clenches her thighs together, squirming in her chair before crossing her ridiculously long legs under the glass top table. My cock swells at the mere thought of them wrapped around my waist. “You look beautiful.”

  “Thank you,” she says biting her plump bottom lip and blushing. She picks up her menu and looks it over. I do the same.

  “So, what looks good to you?” I ask. The only thing I want to eat is her. Damn, she is beautiful.

  “Um, I’m not actually hungry… for food,” she says quietly, setting her menu back down. This time, I do growl. Out loud. She jumps but doesn’t take her gaze off of my face.

  “Me either, doll. What should we do about it?”

  “Take me home?” she asks.

  “Let’s go,” I say, signaling for the check.

  Besides, I can always feed her later.

  Chapter Three

  Shaye

  I have never been so bold in my life but I want him the minute I locked eyes on his honey brown ones. I was hooked. He grabs my hand and we walk out of the bar.

  “We’ll come to get your car tomorrow I can’t stand that thought of being away from you,” he says, pushing me up against the side of his car. His hard cock throbs against my lower stomach and I moan. He growls and kisses me. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and kiss him back. He tastes like sin and I can’t get enough of him. Someone honks at us, “get a room,” they shout out of the passing car. He pulls away from our kiss. I can feel the blush running across my cheeks and I can’t help but laugh.

  “Oh my God.” He chuckles and opens the car door for me.

  “Come on, doll, let's get you home,” he says helping me into his car.

  “Okay, hurry though. I feel like I am going to combust,” I say breathlessly. My thighs clench together causing him to groan. After shutting the door, he gets in on the other side. He throws the car into drive and pulls out of the parking lot.

  “Pull your dress up and spread your thighs, baby. I can smell that sweet pussy cream from here and I need a taste.” I whimper and do as he asks he lets go of the steering wheel and runs his hand up the inside of my thigh. When he finds that I am not wearing any panties, he sucks in a sharp breath.

  “Fucking hell, you are so wet for me. You want my cock in this tight little love hole, don't you baby?” he growls, slowly thrusting one of his thick fingers into my pussy. I moan and my hands wrap around his wrist

  “Oh God! Yes, I want it,” I mewl. He pulls his finger out then rubs it over my clit before thrusting it back in my hips buck up and I moan.

  “That's right, sweet girl. Let me hear how much you love it. Your little virgin pussy is going to feel so good wrapped around my aching cock.” My mouth pops open.

  “Ah, how did you know I was a virgin?” I ask breathlessly. He curls his finger up and hits my g-spot.

  “Because your greedy pussy is just begging to have my cock destroy it for another man,” he growls I moan loudly and my eyes close as he brings me to an orgasm I sit there panting as he takes his finger out of me. I open my eyes and watch as he brings his finger to his lips and licks my pussy cream off of it.

  Fucking hell, that should not be hot but holy fuck was it ever. I reach of and run my hand up his thigh and over his bulge his hands tighten on the wheel.

  “Fuck,” he curses. I lean closer to him and kiss his neck.

  “You planning on being the only cock I ever have? Because that's the only way you're getting this pussy.” I whisper into his ear before biting his ear as I cup his bulge squeezing it. He pulls into an open driveway and throws the car in park. Before I know it I am unbuckled and thrown over his shoulder my dress rides up over my hips and my naked ass is right by his face. He turns his head and bites me. I moan and spread my thighs a little. “Oh.” My back suddenly hits a cold fridge door and I whimper. When did we get inside his house?

  “Can't make it to the bedroom, need you right now,” he says in a gravelly voice. He wraps his arm around my waist and holds me up as he quickly undoes his belt and pants then shoves them down his thighs just far enough. My wet pussy clenches with anticipation. My legs wrap around his waist. My stiletto’s dig into his ass a
nd he doesn’t seem to mind.

  “Fuck me, Clay.” His hands tighten on my hips.

  “I’m fucking keeping you forever, Shaye. You are always going to be mine.” He growls, thrusting into me to the hilt, his heavy balls resting against my ass. My nails dig into his back and I scream out. He starts kissing my neck.

  “Shh, it's okay baby,” he says his hands going to my ass. I nod my head, breathing heavily. He pulls out a fraction of an inch then thrusts back in. I moan at the feeling of being stretched open. “Your sweet pussy feels so good around my cock, just like I knew it would.”

  I moan as he pulls out almost all the way then slams back in. I cry out in pleasure. He groans.

  ‘I'm not going to last long doll. All I can think about is feeling your womb with my babies. Fuck you're going to look so fucking sexy round with my child.” My pussy clenches and I whimper.

  “Please, I want it harder. Fuck me, Clay. Fuck your babies into me,” I demand, biting down on his neck. He growls and starts pounding into me over and over. All I can do is hang on as he fucks me onto his cock. “Oh God, oh God, just like that please, please,” I beg mindlessly.

  “Fuck your sweet pussy is starting to clamp down on my dick. You’re already trying to milk my cum, aren't you? You’re a greedy girl.”

  “Fuck yes. Give it to me,” I scream as an orgasm comes crashing through my body. My head falls back and my hands latch onto his shoulders for dear life. He roars my name and I feel his cock get impossibly bigger as he comes. Rope after rope of his cum fills my womb. I shudder and another orgasm hits me. His head drops to my chest. Running my hands through his hair, I whimper when I feel his cock start to get hard again. “How are you hard again?” He chuckles and looks up at me.